ANDREA's PG

My LJ just went Crazy

2007-01-30T13:38:39Z

SO i wanted to update my LJ n it went ~~Psyco~~ on me... K so schools been going pretty good...my classes r keeping me busy... n i have not elayed on ne hw.. Ive been having these insane nightmare for the past few nights, so therefore im delayed in my lack of sleep, so i did not got to class 2day! :0 i kno, but its ok cux i only have American National Experience , n i have GOT 2 say that i have thee absolute best teacher ever, he treats us liek kindergartens n i have abz no problem with that... if u get an answer right, its like he throws a party in ur honor.. lol.. hes so funny with this accent..."WOWWWWW u guys are so SMARRRTTT, damn i wish when i was ur age i was smart liekkk you" lol n he never gives HW or takes attentandece, he thanks us at the end of class 4 showing up... Willis is keeping me focused this semester with my hw, everynite i do my hw the next morn he gives mea present... :).... The only thing i am kinda stressed about is money Dutchess is takin 400 out of my account everyday n i give 126 to my rents every mnth n 60 for the celly n 80 for gas.. n im a shoper thats like 600 bucks, im sinking here i got do at least 26 hrs at dutchess n 22hrs @ the gym...in order to make 700 a mnth.. i cant wait till summer so i can make 700 a week again.. thats gona b gr8.. i wana go SHOPPING SO BAD...but i have REFUSED to buy ne clothes till i drop @ lst 10 more lbs again...on sun i wrked out with Darlene, n we were doin lifting but i had a sprained wrist ni htink i effed it up even more .. but besides that everyhtings been good... i love my BABBUAAAAA...yeaa...

bebeqt23 @ 2007-01-11T19:45:00

2007-01-12T01:05:46Z

I have FINALLY registered for DCC.. it really was about time.. OUT OF ALL PEOPLE to register me.. there was only like 100 people in the room.. (coulnt NE1 else have gotten me) NO... it had to be the one.. the ONLY... PAMELA BLUM... yea it SUCKED BIG time ... she tried getting me back in her drawing class on tues n thurs at night NO THANK YOU PAMELA.. i had ENOUGH OF U N UR PSYCOTIC ways... neways she COMPLETLY fucked up my schedule... n then i was pissed so i went n talked to a transfer counseler to make sure that i was on the right track....of fking course i wasnt!!!!!!!!!! so i had to go n get my curriculum switched which blum had done it all retardly... so instead of LAH im in ECE for education, n sum credits applied.. the only good thing is that most of my bad grades got deleted... exept for history 121 which dosent really matter cux im taking it over this semester neways.. so BESIDES for blum fking up my schedule n me having to go n get it redone.. it came out pretty good...
I have

PSYCH 111- 8:00-8:50 MWF - Madden
Math107- 10:00-10:50 MWF - Kopilak
Geology126- 12:00-1:15 MW - Welling
American National Experience- 3:30- 4:45 TX - Hughes
Geology Lab - 9:30-12:20 X- Welling

another thing that really frustrates me is Willis right now.. all i want to do is go to the gym have a good work out.. n he flips out on me FOR NO EFFIN REASON.. im gettting really tired of this shyt.... neways i have to do really good in school if i wana graduate in Spring 08.. also me n willis r goin to Europe in Fall 2008 so im gona take a semster off b4 going to new paltz. yea thats all 4 now..

Suddenly I see...

2007-01-05T11:58:56Z

So im completly obsessed with that Kt Stunstall song .. "Suddenly I See".. neways 2 days ago was my one yr anniversary, and after alot of fighting (kinda) over the phone.. we made up.. cx after all it was our 1 yr... so we went out to dinner at Double O Grill.. that place iiiiisssss so good.. we both got Shrrimp Vodka pasta.. it was goo, then we went to walmart n bought an oreo creme pie cux my dad wanted me to bring sum dessert home... it was good 2.. THEn we went to see the movie A night at the Museum.. i thought it was good n willis liek it 2...( ok i just have to say STEPH this song by Hellogoodbye is really good.. im listening to it right now..) ok then he slept over as usaul.. ok so he sleeps over my house that my mom told him he should buy a toothbrush n just leave it at my house... so he did.... newasy its been fun n yesterday we just laid aroun bed all day till he had to go to wrk at 1... n then i went into a cleaning FIASCO>.. i wen into my closet n tyhrew out so many pairs of shoes n jeans n shirts n jackets... n jewlery i no longer wear.. just everything n there is STILL tons of clothes... but it feels better... im waiting for wilis to call cux hes suppose to b over soon even though its 6 :50 AM... yea my brother woke me up early b4 he went to skool...ok so i was thinking of what my new years resolution should be n here it is... i kno i did NOTHINg b4 new yrs eve i was too tired.. no intense cleaning , no resolutions or wishes liek i usually do but i thought it was better of to do it late then never at all.. so ok...
* lose at least 15 lbs... that means hittin the gym, everyfay ( i have been pretty good about that latly but more)
*doin really good this semester... aka STOP FAILING.. but i want nothing lower than a B
*stop fighting with Willis over stupid shit
*and my parents
*go shopping FOR ME...
*pay my bills on time
* STAY ORGANIZED
and still have money left over.....
yea im really gona wrk hard on that stuff... i really wana accomplish it all.. 1st off i have to go to the bank today to get money to pay my last bill so i can register... then i have to register.. Y DID I WAIT SO LONG.......................then pay my credit card bill.. n also IDK WHY i would get a victoria secret credit card... i spent 130 in tthat store n didnt even mean to,,, i got those PINK sweat pants n didnt even look at the price. they were 68 fkin dollars.. then she told me to apply 4 sumtin n i did.. n then i totally 4got what i was applying for. n then i realized it was a victoria secret credit card... like i EVER wana shop there again after those STUPID pants... ahhh.. neways im gona go back to cleaning..

1 yr Today!!!!!!

2007-01-03T12:37:27Z

WOW! its really hard 2 believe that today is one yr since ive been with willis... W havnt broken up 1ce (even though I tried) he wouldnt let me... we've had our stupid fights (caused by me oh n that SHITHEAD OH HIS BFF <--- MAJOR AHOLE) Ive achieved pissing him off more than ne1 else out there.... AND he still stuck through...I also do love him more than life itself... n he better love me equal.. (or else) neways i still cant believe its been a yr.. it doesnt feel liek it n at the same time it does... he called me at 12:00 am Exactly n i was like drunk with sleep so im like in a groggy voice "lleeeeeoooo" n hes all like cheary..." HAPPY 1 yr baby" n im like slurrign my wrds... "yaayouuu2" talk about romantic.. hes so cute though.. new yrs eve was alot of fun..Originally we wanted to go to Times Square.. but then we had a small change of plans.. Diego n Rene had a prty @ rene's house n since neither me n willis like to prty all that much....we still wanted to go to TS but we had already promised them wed go 2 the prty... but on the train we saw my uncle n i was like Fkt itlets go to times square.. so we did.. well 1st we got to eat dinner with all the conductors n NYPD at this EXTREML:Y nice place next to GCT... my uncle got us in.. he had also given us his pass so we could just flash it at cops n conductors so no1 would question us on the train or streets.. then he walked us over to like 44th st.. n willis n i walked the rest... it was COMPLETE MADNESS but really fun... drunks n everything... we made it to right b4 central prk.. it was packed.. Eerything was gr8 (oh exept the ganster people they usually have a tendency of being IGNORANT Aholes) wow i really hate those people.. neways yea it was alot of fun n the best prt was it wasnt even cold...so we watched the ball drop n at exactly midnite willis planted a HUGE kiss on me .. i was like baby u dint even gove me a chance to breath here.... it was really cute.. 12:01 am as always my mom calles me 2 wish me a happy new yr n find out where we were... we were really exausted so we wanted to catch the train at 1am cux it gets to new hamburgh round like 2 thirty...but i think every1 else had that in mind ...luckly we had the pass so all the conductors kinda let us through... while EVERY1 else still had to wait... it was fun.. then we came back to my house n my parents were having like a mini prty.. so we had TONS of Food at my house.. n willis who said the 1st thing he was gona do when he got home was sleep..went n attacked my fridge.. new yrs day i wrked.. n then we had ANOTHR prrty at my house.. but i slept through most of it becux between ne yrs day n eve i only had 5 hrs of sleep... oh yea new yrs eve i wrked at DD n ended up burning my hand 2nd degree burn.. its yucky.. so i was tired from that 2.. but overall.. it deff was alot of fun.. mmumm 2day hes taking me out to dinner at Umbertos this really nice italian restaurant.. n then were gona go see a night at the museum.. n then were gona go back to tht field in Dover where we had our 1st kiss.. (willis wants to go).. hes adorable..

Best Xmas Ever...

2006-12-27T04:12:16Z

So after all that fun I had on Fri with Willis, I was suppose 2 go to his aunts on sat , but his car was shot.. so i thought i wasnt gona b able to hang out with him till next wek.. when his car got fixed I WAS BUMED...it sucked, but then we figuered out that if i could drive to Beekman to pick him up. So thats what we did xmas eve.. I picked him up from work, and he stayed over Christmas Eve.. We had a party at my house n i got a lil TipZy, n 4 sum reason we opend presents at midnite this yr.. which was really fun cux i was like drunk.. n wilis really liekd his DS.. n im really glad.. n i loved all my presents.. I got a Gap navy blue coat with the fur on the hood, its really nice... a Petronelli Turquoise watch (thats REALLY CUTE) money gift cards, perfume,the bracelet from willis, more gift cards which turned out nice....Christmas day willis n i drove to beekman i left my car there n his dad picked us up, so i spent Xmas at his house... we ate.. which was a torture cux we had eaten SO MUCH at my house the nite b4, but willis mom cooked really good..n we played a SERIOUS game of monopoly.. that was fun cux I WON! oh n Preston we watched the beginging of Little Miss Sunshine its good were finishing it 2moro.. then today i cleaned my room... my moms back on her "If we dont clean the house n throw out everythign thats old then were gona start the new year off on the wrong foot" so thats what I did... then we went to the mall.. n i got this REALLY nice Blouse n two big waist belts.. one black n the other red.. the red 1 is gorgeous it has like a lingerie type thing that sparkles.. so igot matching head bands.. they r both REALLY CUte.. i got a pink bra n matching thong in case u wanted to kno... n then after the mall i went to wrk out.. i saw Dave n Alex there n they asked if i wanted to smoke up 2nite but .... i cant.. neways thats about it.. hope every1 had a good XMAs... im tired now..

bebeqt23 @ 2006-12-22T21:14:00

2006-12-23T02:24:40Z

So Willis has been planning out my xmas present 4 awhile, N i knew that..BUT i wanted to kno what it was SO badly i knew i was getting a charm bracelet, but i dint kno what charm n he said there was so much more to it... so neways , he slept over last nite and i had no idea what he was planning for today, but i woke up this morning with him lying next to me n we just kinda hung out for liek a few hrs n at 9 am he goes ok go get ready bcux we HAVE to b sumwhere at 11.. so i got ready.. n he went to go get subway to take with us to where ever it was that we were going- n then we get in his car n he blind folds me..i was so confused.. n he wouldnt tell me nething...so after 20 mins we get to wherever it was that we were suppose to b n he tells me to take the blindfold off.. so i do , n it took me a min to realize where i was... i never expected what he had planned... we were at the Beacon train station, n he was holding the train ticket... HE goes "were going to the city but theres more to this" i was like in complete shcok becux i thought we were just hangin around my house till we had his "aunts xmas prty" which he really completly tricked me about , its relaly tomorow not 2nite.. n the we go to the city n i was like "where r we going" n hes like ull see...so we walked for a lil bit n we ended up @ the Rockefeller Tree watching the skaters n he goes i wanted ot bring u here.. so then we sat on the bench n he pulls out my present n tells me how much he loves me.. my bracelet is soooooo pretty n it has a snowflake charm, n i knew rigt away y he had picked it... We met last winter, n on our first date, we ran across the snowy field.. while it was snowing n thats where we had our first kiss... n then he pulls out this box he made for me to put my charm bracelet in... its soo cute.. its small wooden n has "I love u written in the back" n a snowy painted field with a xmas tree n a snowman... we hung out there for awhile n kinda cuddled n took pics.. i was so happy, because everyting was completly unexpected... i would have never thought that was gona happ... so we walked around 5ht ave, n went to F.A.O. Shawrtz toy store, then we saw a show .. then we went to times square... then we just walked around.. n then we came home.. the train was packed, n then better news, my parents who i thought were goana b pissed off with me fo rnot tellin them where i was were really in a good mood... bcux my dad got a HUGE bonus.. so it turned out that today was just simpley AMAZINg n i love willis sooooooooooooooo much.. i just couldnt wish for a better guy, its hard to believe that its been a lil over a yr since weve been together... oh yea also i found out that i got a B in English... so yea its been good.. i love him .. n now im on the phone with him...

"At least out loud i wont say im in love" - Disney's Hercules

2006-12-21T02:42:42Z

Everytime i say im gona right in this thing every day.. i always end up not doin it... So neways my last couple of weeks have been good,.... I HAVE THEE BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD!!!!! hes just so amazing n sweet... n i want to like marry him ( not now of course) but newasy i finsihed all my xmas shopping and $700 less... yea im BROKEEEE.. 3 paychecks straight for xmas presents...I got willis the nintendo Ds with games, my mom the Vera Wang perfume i got willis sisters Daria a limited 2 shirt which was AMAZINGLY cute, kendra a$40 gift certificate to best buy... my brother Rich a tony Hawk game David a $60 certificate to AE.. n my really $50 slippers with leather gloves... n willis mom a leather bag from liz clairborne collections... n then other gifts for people my range was to spend around$50 on each person.. no wonder im broke :( but neways im so exited 4 xmas because i kno willis got me a charm bracelet.. n i kno it killed him cux its liek really expensive... i kno i really wanted the "promise" ring but the more that i think about th emore i LOVE the idea of the charm bracelet... he said the charms t build it on our relationship, the ring when i propose, n the neckalece once ur my wife... hes so adorable.. im making him his own xmas card.. it came out really good with pics n stickers of ALL Our times together n in the middle of the card which is really big.. is a heart filled with our pictures.. i hope he likes it.. Among all this crazy xmas n finals ive been working out like crzy ... i go everyday... it feels good i wana lose like 20 lbs more... I cant wait till new yrs were oing to the city with Diego N Rene n mayb Brandon... we ve hung out with him a lot this brake n its cool, cux i kno willis likes having his friend around.. n i personally like hime 2.. hes such a good guy.. so he said he might come, were trying to convince him the more the merrier... steph n john said they might coem too thatd be MAJOR coolness... cant get no betta then TIMES SQUARE ON NEW YEARS EVE with good friends.. well c waht happs, but for now i gotta finish willis' christmas card, cux xmas is liek 4 days awy.... :)

Cannot wait to hit the bed

2006-12-07T02:50:03Z

so last night I stayed up typing 3 global politics essay, and right now im doing my english essay that i plan on emailing to my teacher.. im so tired and i do not feel that good.. i think im gona get sick.. Willis came over this mornining to make sure i was ok wnought to drive to school, but he ended up driving my car... i love hanging out with him in those spare times we ahve together.. yuou kno when hes not working.. I really do hate his schedule it sucks.. i honestly cant wait for the semester to b over cux im tired, but for the upcomng yr i plan for me to be more organized... oph yes mybirthday was fun also.. but that was 2 weeks ago.. i have got to go backl to writing my essay now

bebeqt23 @ 2006-11-22T23:51:00

2006-11-23T04:51:45Z

So i officially am turning 19 , n i really hate it i deff think it is a pointless age....It's also thanksgiving tomorrow n that kinda sucks... i always hated that holiday... i hate turkey , n i alwasy hated that stupid holiday to take over my bday... skool kinda sucks im behind in 1 of my classes, and thats putting xtra stress on me... as 4 today it wasnt that bad in the mid afternoon well in the morning I hung out with Danielle... then i went to the mall with Barbara n Steph ... n that was deff fun ..kinda sum alone time...away from everything else.... n also just filled with a bunch of girl talk.... its getting kinda cold out now.. n i hope it snows 2moro.. or soon.. i love it when its holidays with snow.. as 4 the holiday spirit im too annoyed to get into it now.... i guess well just see what haps, along with everything else... i hope my bday turns out beter then what it is right now....its kinda depressing... but who knows..

You say sit down its just to talk.........

2006-11-03T13:00:14Z

So i officially have the Fray song stuck in my heads right now......im waiting for WIllis to come pick me up...n lets get this day started./... i htink this is the 1st day this week that im not crappy looking cux SOOO much has happ in like the past 6 days that i havnt even had time to think... fri me n him went ALL over the place looking 4 halloween costumes LITERALLy all over.. sat i wrked @ the gym n then we went to the halloween prty with mah rents... sun i wrked n then i had the Gold's Gym staff meeting....till real late n then the whole daylight savings time has really fked up mah schedule... mon was skool that we never made it to class a test in global politics I DEFF did not wana take... BUT THEN CITY...me n my baby went ahead n had a picnic in Central park cux the day was just perfect then we walked around the city went to the Disney store and took pics with Cruela Devil n The queen of hearts...that was fun n we have agreed on this pooh painting-when we move in 2gether it will b in our living room..then we went to rockefeller(where we will go back 2 ice skate) then we started heading back to GCT to pick up Steph,barbara,Bman(brandon) n johny bananas... that was fun starbucks green tea frappuchino was good until i had to laugh n it came flying out of my mouth n i was a mess..... but then we walked them down to the HEllogoodbye concert on 14th st... n then me n the baby went to go c a nighmare b4 Xmas in 3d that was pure hotness right there....TUESDAY was HALLOWEENNNNNN n we had our famous BON FIRE>>>>>>>. it was lotz of fun we had it @ this camping site near brandons house n it was all 6 of us n our burgers n hot dogs were good...crossin the little stream to get to the other side was deff interesting n then John n Joe showed up in thier MACHO LIBRE costumes n it was haliraiuous the way they just walked across the little river.... n my baby was all into his fire it was "STRICTLYT WILLIS"S FIRE" we deff had a good time... i slept over dat nite n the next day we didnt feel like goin 2 skool...also willis got bit by a tick on his stomach the funny thiong was that i had seen it a while ago n i thought it was a scab do i dint say nething....aww i felt bad, but hes fine... also wed my mom went liek all pshyco on me n thurs 2...but everythings all better now... i cant wait to move in with sparky...... i wove<3 him... k i guess thats all 4 now cux he should b here ne minute now....

oh yes i also did just have a dream i was in Laguna Beach...kristin was mean.... lol she didnt want me 2 b friends with LC....n i dint get to c Steveeeeeennnnnnn

Gotta Catch Up

2006-10-27T13:26:04Z

Wow i havnt written in this thing in 4ever..... but neways Ill start from where i remeber i guess n wrk my way to today.....My summer was awsome i wrked with autistic kids n i ended up fallin in love with every single 1 of them esp cristian n ryan they r beyond adorable, and i made pretty good money from wrkin with thme.. but best off is that i had fun doin it...so now im switching my major....then pretty much in the afternoons i hung out with willis....almost every afternoon.. it was kinda wierd cux it would get boring easily n then i felt that we were jumping ^ each others throats... just cux we were always together... but it was bcux we were both not looking foward to me being away for 3 weeks.. i was afraid that he would get used to me not being around n want to brake up with me as soon as i got home...so the nite came everything was packed n i had to leave my house @ 2 am...we got in a really bad argument the nite b4 n i really thought omg its over.... but of course like always we make up right away.. n he slept over the nite i was flying out...i gave him my gold neckalace that my grandmother had given me awhile back.... i kept the bracelet on the whole time i was away..n he kept the neckalce on the whole time...wow i really was ooo sad cux i knew how bad i was gona miss him... we fell asleep 2gether on my bed, n my parents didnt say nething i think they felt kinda bad that i wasnt gona c him in 3 weeks... so i woke him up n we said goodbye... i didnt have that bad of a time in peru actually it was pretty sick machu picchu the 1st week WAS FKIN AWSOME.. i just missed him in insane bunch i called him every single nite i was there... BUT nothing compares to the day when i came back-- 1st off i got home like 3 am n i called him as soon as i got home..... n we talked till like 4 i was SO EXITIED ABout seeing him,he said he wasgona pick me up b4 skool..n he did n he was wearing THE PINK ABERCROMBIE shirt he got 2 surprise me n i was wearing myne 2 ...n he looked sooooo cute.... omg we kissed liek it was the 1st time .. i hung out with him all weekend... when i got in the car he had a present for me wrapped...it was a scrapbook of ALL our times 2gether he saved movie studs n flyers we had from the city trips..of course it made me cry N he had a pg with an envelop written Andrea on it ,,,, it was the PLAIN WHIT T's tickets... which was awsome cux @ the concert i met Tim......it was so fkkin awsomei slept over for the weekend n it was so amazing falling asleep next to him waking up next to him .. it felt like i was married 2 him.... then skool started im stressed about it n credits n all that .. but me n willis r liek completly just us i dont hang out with friends exept for steph n barbara.. n he hangs with brandon.. which is cool cux brandon n barb r kinda togetha... so now we have liek this lil group thing going on... we went bowling on sat nite n then 2 chilis n that was fkin awsome... n now we have the hellogoodbye concert monday, n then HALLOWEEN on tues which will b fun im sleepin over his crib... n yea lifes just so mich more amazing with him... i dont KIT with ossining friends neomre.. but i deff dont care, cux my lifes no longer there..i have so much going on here i wrk @ golds gym now n trust me thats fun... me n willis r budgeting cux we plan on moving into an apartment by next december, n i have credits to transfer n thats waht me n steph n barb r doin.. Its finally a drama free life.. i guess i just had to get away from the people that caused it ... oh exept 4 liek tina.. i KIT with her... shes my lovef rom the otown... as 4 every1else excluding like hayley n jen n them yea.. i really dont care if i never c ne1 down there.... but right now with the peeps up here they r do not into themselves liek every else i kno.. n im WAYYYYYY over the prty scenes n sleeping with diff people everday..HEllo its called dignity i guess some people just lack it... but i dont c y u would post IM away messages or bulletins on myspace about how drunk u r ..how stupid is that? GRoW Up.. n sleepin with different guys all the time n claiming to b in love...pathetic..whatever thats theri life THANK GOD <- not myne.. cux if i had a life like that, lets just thank god i dont.. neways yea i gota get ready cuz im hangingout with the loveee 2nite...MWahz

ti ammmmmoooooo<3

2006-06-03T00:42:07Z

Im so bored right now, my bf just ditched me to go hang out with his friend well he really didnt ditch me cux we had no plans of hanging out neways... is it suppose to bother me that he hangs out with his friends? i kno its not but i cant help it... i mean we had a like 4 hr convo yesterday about trust n he says he trusts me but not ALL THAT much WTF? but i guess thats ok cux i kno i trust him more than he trusts me n i give him reason to cux i am a flirt n ill admit it but i would never cheat on him although i have in the past but not him.... neways it was fun today i saw my SENA...well kinda neways me n eri n nikz went out to Rockys where i hvnt been since new yrs eve( lol with them) n then we went to visit my fav bitch stephy who was so concentrated on her job lol typical stephy.. neways it felt good ...liek the old times..i love how we are all kinda involed with sum1 cux it makes me feel like we ahve more of a connection between the 4 of us... eri n niki were making fun of me today because im miss paranoid... I KNO.. i think if anyone knows me liek they do , thed deff agree! i freak out over everyhting.. i wana stop but its hard.. neways last nite i hung out ith my baby...aww i love him lotz.. cant imagine my life without him now.. i also hung out with diego today lol good times crushing cans... lol i seriously love my friends i have no clue where i would b without them.. i CaNnOt wait 4 this weekend it is most deff gona b the JUMPOFF actually the only thing i liek about or everyday thing is seeing my baby.... i really do love him n we talk about marriage n stuff it just makes it so much better, kinda like theres more hope than i normally think... that or im just completly insane..lol yea ill go with that 2.. newyas 6 flags sun is gona b FUN! ive never been there cux im a deprived child lol...but it most deff will b fun.. but now my neck is broken or at least i think it is.....oh shit my laundry is still going .. im out...<3

oh wow its June already........

2006-06-01T12:00:20Z

Wow Its FINALLY SUMMERRRRRRR im exited i was getting kinda tired of the cold, and already on the first week i got a really big tan... YEY =}... this weekend was sssoooooo much fun....i feel really grown up cux i feel like i dont have to lie to my parents anymore, like i can totally tell them where i am n they wont flip.... but nEwAyz on thurs i cant remeber what we did exactly but willis came over to help me "pack" lol poor bf he thinks im completly like insane or sumtin lol packing for 1 day... but thats the type of person i am, if i dont have sumtin with me that i think i need it will completly ruin me for the rest of the day... but friday i went to sleep over his house .. omg his fam is sooo amazing i like love them as if they were my own his moms so cute, and then i met his uncle and hes awsome too... that was alot of fun even though he made me watch this like bloody movie HOstel or sumtin it was fun , and then on Sat we went to limerock fot the Car race thing that was fun too... Frankie Muniz was there and we kept running into him, too bad he got last place cux he drove off the track... i saw cars smashing, and i believe i was really getting into it...It was so hot that day too..then we went back to his house n had a BBq wich kendra cooked. When we got to my house he stayed n we watch sum crazy wierd ass movie, and then sunday ME DANIE N KT R PRETTY AGIAN ITS SUMMMMMMMMRRRRRRR @ the pool that was so much fun especially when my baby came over n danielles bf was there they threw us in the poool with clothes on n everything....n then we just like hung out and then monday was my day so we wnet to friendlies for ice cream and then to the $2 movie theater and saw Scarie MOvie 4 which was ok.. but that was all fun.. so basically yea im getting my life back on track.. i finished paying my tuition yesterday n i won my mom a radio contest for mothers day.. as for my loverrr baby hes coming with me to Peru this summer im exited just cux hes coming...... n tis weekend should b fun too cux me diego rene n my baby n rgoin to 6 flags......

lalalaa

2006-05-02T12:39:44Z

OMg i havnt written in this thing forever, but ok ... basically in my life im always with my bf<2 whom i love with all my heart and soul or just at school or wrk. I think that since ive been with my bf i havent seen all my friends all that much, but im not complaing..lol well i see gaby alot on the weekends n i still see my friends from school.. neways.. sunday was a lot of fun though..I spent litelrraly the entire weekend with willis.. on fri he met me here @ home when i got back from wrk n we wnt to the Danbury mall to buy my daddy a bday gift and OMG I LOVVVVVEEEE that mall. oh we saw chris there hes hot. n then we just hung out sat i werked and then he came over cux no1 ws home xept my mommy and i wasnt feeling very good so we just hung around here nwent to dinner at applebees and then i saw TAILOR another omg so hot type dude... n then my baby slept over n we woke up sun, it so funny how part of my family hes become-like all my fam loves him.. neways we wnet to the city with my aunt n uncle it was soo mcuh fun.. we took the train from beacon to croton n then met my uncle n aunt n thengot off in ossing for a car show lol... but then we got back on n went to the city..my uncle was completly embarrasing me though..telling him private things-but in a wierd way if it was any other guy i would have been asked to be shot at n burried but since it was him it was ok. We walked from GCT towards 5th ave to SOHO were i want to live thats my ultimate dream full of ferraris n lambhurginis nshopping i was completely in love,n i got my dolce gabbana sunglasses... n then it was one of my fave prts we went into this REALLY expensive home decorator type thing which was packed by people rich of course, n the decorations were really exotic lol n my bf says when we move in together are u decorating with this? i thought that was adorable..when we talk about moving in together in the city and then moving out when we get married.we ate at chinatown n then more shopping at seaport.. i seriously im head over heels for him... n when we were driving home..we just sat up n looked at the stars, cux theres this star thats the brightest in the sky n thats my star he says... but i gotta get ready now...

And the world keeps spinning and she keeps winning...BUt tell me what happens when it stops?

2006-02-13T13:49:15Z

Aw its monday and its all white outside.....I WANT FKING summer to hurry up n come! well not really lets get in shape 4 that 1st.... neways I WANNA GO SHOPING SO BAD. that y im writing today instead of looking at my fave brands online im writing...so far everythings been good. I FINALLY got 2 points in art history hehe and my classes im doin pretty good in. All thats left is for me to do my shopping, but im flat out broke. IDK how i manage to spend so much. NEWAy valentines day is 2moro , i duno y but i dont like that day, even though i do have a bf n eerything that whole day just seems kinda phony..really. Guys dotn liek it cux they HAVE TO do sumtin or get sumtin for thier gfs n gurls just dont kno what the hell to get guys! What do u get a guy cologne, concert tickets, a cd? neway i gota get ready 4 class......... fun fun english n art history...

~* When i fall in love ill take my time theres no need to hurry when im making up my mind*~

2006-01-17T14:38:20Z

Today is the 1st day of classes but i cant go cuz im liek sick.. i woke up with a really abd headache and my stomach hurts.. so there goes the 1st day that i wont go to.. n tommorow well i cant go either cux im going down to ossining in the morning...:( neways i feel like i havent written in this thing for the longest time.. i never really did find out how to wrk this thing but oh well ... on sat there was sum really bad news.. n im trying to cheer up since then... n then my whole world at times just seems confusing..i really wana get away n idk where i wana go.. i was thinking may when i finally leave my house or the state i can move on with my life... i feel like i cant grow up here everyhting alwasy pulls me back.. but besides the really bad news on sat.. i was doing ok.. well exept for the part where im on academic probation but... i feel liek i havnt tried.. i think i take life as a joke at times kinda like ill remain a kid forever n theres no need to try hard at nething, everything has alwasy come to me so easy, now its starting to get harder n i hate it...im in a new realtionship now 2 .. i feel bad kinda liek i dont put that much into it... mayb im just afraid of commitment that could b it.. this kid is really nice but i just dont...IDK neways im sick but i dont wana sleep n theres nothing on tv n im hungry but i cant eat... it kinda sux..well until l8r i guess im gona go lie down back on the couch n watch dawsons creek cux theres nothing else on.... -andrea

Yesterday was the worst day ever n tomorrow wont be better.......

2005-11-18T14:01:58Z

SO neways last week everything was fun my week went by fast no1 was bitching at me n i got to go the simple planc concert where i met JOEL!!!!!! n fell in love with him cux hes sooooo amzingly fkin outstanding hot... but newasy this weeks its been deff SHIT... my car incident on wed started it off then being kicked out of class by the phsyco ass teacher GUNTHER n then as if i do not have my problems already i had to get involved in justines n kyles... wtf i didnt wana get involved so idk wat the fuck happ there n i got involvedso i have decided today FUCK everything n every1... whatever comes my way, im just gona b like fuck it.... november is my happy month cux my bday is in 5 days.. n i wana get completly trashed with all my closests frend n not b able to remmeber it... but neways now that i think about the whole thing in general,i can c sum funny stuff like even though wednesday SUCKED 4 me, in a way it was kinda funny , in a way cux when i blew my tire n my car was liek on its rim, i was freakin out i wonder wat i was doin... i parked the car on the closest spot n OF COURSE being me i asked a cute boi 4 help,then i went up to tell my teacher who would l8r on kick me out to tell himt hat i was there but it was an emergency.. i found barbara n jules, n i told them about it n they helped me out so FKIN much along with the help of Stephanie, her BF who did most of the wrk, sean,mike, and willas , and of course cannot 4get the security guard lol that me n jules were in the middle of the street screaming 4....but i can c it as kinda comical now all the bois trying to lift the car cux it kept going back down cux it was on a hill, n the girls trying to push it back from it rolling lol, but we werent really pushing it we were just kinda lying there n trying to feel important... so i guess in way that really helped me cux if i didnt have them i would have lied in the middle of the street n just died.... l8r after my crying session i went to sumtin sumtin country with willas cux he though id b a good idea to get my mind of things, and it deff did,, he didnt even drive liek a carz8 person every1 says he does...n yesterday even tough my day wasnt much better i met a cute guy named chris so i guess that was ok, but w.e happens happens....

wat the hell.........

2005-10-28T19:04:27Z

Im at wrk right now but theres nothing 4 me 2 do... so i decide to write... ive been up for practically 48 hours BCUX of a stupid ass project that was due yes n was worth a big percenatage of our grd do me trying to b all responsible n shyt wrked my ass of stayed up all night, drank like counteless cups of coffee, and practically wrked on my designs till i saw polka dots, just to find out that the bitch had given me the wrong format, i could have shot her!! after i had 2 wrk so i kept drinking coffee just stay with my eyes open, n after when i FINALLY got home i was so over hyped i cleaned my room, n not only cleaned it but moved everything around i was like super Dre lol its funny now that i thnk about it, i have ABZ no idea how the fck i moved half the stuff, but i did! neways now im at wrk dreading the drive home cuxx all i wanna do is go home n take a shower n redo my closet AGAIN, but i have 2 change my car oil liek i kno wat that is, pick ^ dany from wrk n go out 2 dinner which should b fun, but i just wana do laundry n organize my life i think that my age has finally sstruck me im no longera kid DAMN IT, i have fkin bills to pay- since my pay check next week is gona b a big 400 half of it is for my cell phone bill :(n the rest 4 my wheels.. n my new semester damn it im broke.... i hate this cant i b 13 again where all my $ went ot lipgloses...i cant wait till my 18th bday its gona b so much fun im gona buy cigs n porn just bcux i can o well i got wrk 2 do neways

RANDOM MOODS

2005-10-26T12:57:38Z

k so i started this journal thing but i hate subitting al this goddamn information, so i gave up but since im bored now i tried again n i got this journal... barb step, and other steph always talk about it so i decided to give it a try... so neways i really dont kno wat im writing about here exept that im in the most randomsest ( is that a wrd) moods... im happy 1 min n completly depressed the next... Im so swamped with school wrk i cant even think straigh my cell phone bill is blowing i havent registered 4 next semester classes and i have so much other things on the side... i feel liek im drowning again... I think that the only other person that really understands how i feel right now is stephy i dont even have 2 explain 2nething 2 her.. she just knows..i got drunk in my room by myself last nite, ive never done it but damn it felt good.. im also not a smoker but smoking yesterday was the complete opisite of wat people say cigs r. at least thats wat it felt like yes...i thnk im gona go out n by a pcak 2day just because after i feel like it helps me breath... Im so frikin confused here on some other random notes lik WTF i dont even kno where to begin but having all these thought in my head while writing them feels good... for 1ce im not looking to have a bf.. im just chillin.. i just want 2 stay in sweats all day especially after yesterday how sucky was the fact that it was shit loading rain last nite i mean could the day have nemore "DEPRRESSED" written all over it... my 18th bday is in less then a month away n halloween is this mon --> i dont really kno wat the plans r, n to b honest im relaly not exitied as i once was when i was a frehsmn or soph...now its just like blah.. as for my 18th bday all i relaly want is to hang out with my closest friends.. nothing big i dont give a damn if we ended up just chillin in the park... just need som1 to be there with me.. i cant wait 2 c haylo n stephy again it ll b just like the summer.. god i miss them.. i dont even think it has hit me that im in college yet it feels like 13th grd... that reminds me how good this summer was it felt like i was actually not living my life for 1ce... n my life cant possibly b that bad i just hate how if somehting good happenss then somehtingbad most happen... DAMN it i really want a cigg right about now... n i wana scream.. i cant idk y no1s home.. but thats not wat i mean.. i really wana scream at the top of my longs cux i feel like i cant breath yet it feels like something is putting weight on my chest n i cant do it... i hate osundijng like such a drama queen but it feels nice getting all this stuff out.. i think im gona go pour myslelf a drink now.. n should start getting ready for class......